You are a godless cultist, who’s part of an organization who’s sole purpose is to take over the world via a secret social monopoly.
A person who later in life will likely become a shriner, and will wear the red fez, a hat which is symbol for the blood of executed Christians.
And after hiding in the darkness fo years, the frog has boiled, and you have decided to walk among us?!?!?!
You’re right! You’re Not a joiner! You are a usurper, sent from the devil to destroy us!
Your name might include “saint” but I know the truth. It’s a a ruse. The truth is you are a SERPENT!